Views from the town

Views from the town

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Change to Plans

So I could hardly wait anymore to move, so I decided to just forget everything and do it. Yes, that's right. I'm moving early!!!! The only reason I was waiting until July was to take my summer classes. I cannot tell you how stressed I have been this past week before classes start, already starting assignments when my heart and mind is in a different place. I was thinking and praying about all of the stress and internal discomfort I was feeling about staying for school. I felt that my vacation in May should have been my move and I should have not come back. I realized then that when God calls you to do something, YOU SHOULD DO IT THEN! So I withdrew from my in-person classes (still taking my online one) and am making the change earlier.

I will admit that turning in my two weeks notice is a thing I thought would never happen, mostly because I felt I would be stuck in my position forever and never leave. But now, knowing that the end of work is coming...in ten short days....time is slipping away from me. I have so much to do in the next few weeks that my mind is still spinning just as fast as when I was waiting. My plan is to leave the first weekend in June and make the long, long, long drive across the US with whatever I can fit into my car. At this point, I don't really have a formal plan, so many think I am crazy, but I think its adventurous. I'm throwing caution to the wind for perhaps the first time in my life and doing what I want when I want to.

So my life is now busy packing (probably not until the day before I go ha ha), looking for a possible place to live, wondering what I will do for work when I get there, saying my farewells, still doing homework and working. My days are not long enough and I need a few clones so I have time to go out and have fun. I wish this was the time I could say what was really on my mind to people, but my mother always taught me to not burn my bridges. So in closing, I guess I will say to those that read this I hope you find something worth giving up everything else for and then DO IT!

No comments:

Post a Comment